Never be forgotten

So, i'll express this in Tagalog since i'm not in the mood to have nose bleed. Lol. Or... Taglish maybe ;)

May isang guy na nagtetext sakin since August pero 'di ko nirereplyan. Di kami close eh. Lol. Ayokong i-mention name niya so let's just call him "Flop". Nung Oct. 15, nagtext uli siya. Nagkita kami sa PSBEA eh, so he has the right na mareplyan. He's a varsity basketball player by the way. So yeah. Nung Oct. 15 ng gabi, nagtext siya. Nagyayang gumala kinabukasan. Pumayag rin naman ako since kasama namin si Ian (my classmate when i was in 7th grade). Siya rin kasi ang manlilibre so i have no worries. I called Sarah to come with me since crush naman siya ni Ian and alam ko namang crush niya si Flop. I was pretty thrilled that night. Nag-iimagine na ako ng mga bagay na pwedeng mangyari. Well, that always happens. Di ko maiwasan na mag-expect. Even though ayoko, di talaga mapigilan. 

So let's skip. It was a beautiful Sunday morning. Oct. 16, 2011 to be exact. Of course, di ko kinalimutan yung lakad namin. I was a little bit excited pa nga. But i kept my self relaxed since 1pm pa naman lakad namin. It was like 12pm nung tumawag si Ian na nasa mall na raw sila. Ay, excited? Hahaha. So sinabihan kong maghintay muna sila since 1pm pa naman yung usapan. 

Let's skip nung nasa mall na kami. At first, i was freezing. Really nervous since first time kong magkaroon ng kasamang boys sa gala. Pero di ako masyadong nag-worry kasi di naman ako gagastos. Tinext ko si Ian kung asan na sila then nasa Bench daw, dumaan-daan kami ni Sarah doon. I saw Oliver. Then biglang kinabahan nanaman ako. Ewan! Pero nagkunwari lang kaming di namin sila nakita. Pakipot effect, for short. Hahaha. Pinay eh. Lol. So hanggang nung nagkasama na rin kami sa paglalakad around the mall. I kept on asking kung anong gagawin namin then Ian (our financer) decided na manood nalang kami ng sine. No Other Woman. Then i was like. WTF! DI NGA APPROPRIATE YAN SA AGE NATIN! Pero pumayag nalang ako since sila naman yung babayad. Natawa lang ako kay Oliver kasi di pa kami nakakapasok sa sinehan, kinakain niya na yung food na supposed to be kakainin namin habang nanonood. Pero naawa ako, parang kailangan niya ng help eh so tinulungan ko siya sa kakakain. Hahaha! Baboy ako eh. Lels. Pagpasok namin sa sinehan, tumabon agad ako ng ilong. Ang baho lang eh! Air freshener na orange pero sobrang masakit sa ilong at nakakasuka. WTF. Parang gusto ko na ngang lumabas nun. Hahaha. Pero sayang yung bayad. Minsan lang pa naman na may manlibre sakin. So nagsacrifice nalang kami for like 45 minutes na nakatayo. Ang daming tao eh! Super. Halos puno na yung sinehan. Awkward. Ang daming bed scenes! Nakakasabi tuloy ako ng bad words nun habang tumatabon ng mata. Hahahaha! Mga timang lang. Lol. Yung mga boys naman, ginaganahan. Pero si Flop, tumabon siya ng mukha. Ewan, baka para lang makmukha siyang inosente kaya niya ginawa yun. Hahaha. But no big deal. We waited na matapos yung isang session ng movie hanggang nakakita na talaga kami sa wakas ng mga upuan. But unfortunately, tatlo lang yung nahanap naming magkakadikit na upuan. Nagpaka-gentlemen sina Oliver at Flop so sila yung humanap ng magkahiwalay na upuan. Then na-out of place ata si Ian samin ni Sarah so tinawag niya yung dalawang boys. No choice. Kailangan naming magshare ng seats. Si Oliver, nakishare kay Sarah tas si Flop, nakishare sakin. Awkward! Ang sikip eh. Di lang ako nagpahalata. Pero galaw ako ng galaw. Baka kasi magcramp yung shoulder ko or chever. Si Flop naman, siguradong nasisikipan din. Tinanong rin niya ako ng tinanong kung okay lang ako then of course, i just nodded. Maya maya, nagsimula na yung mga langgam. Hahaha. Ang sweet na niya eh. Tas kung makatitig, wagas! Kala mo wala nang kinabukasan. Lol. Then bigla niyang hinawakan yung nose ko. Pinalo ko siya, siyempre. Then yun, he became really romantic. Hahaha. Omg.

On the other side, i noticed Oliver being jealous. Of course, kasi niligawan niya din ako then we had feelings for each other dati. He kept on whispering "Mahal na mahal kita, matagal na" I felt really awkward. Tinanong ko siya if something's wrong then sabi niya wala. Pero di naman ako ganun ka-manhid. I really felt na may kakaiba talaga nung time na yun. 

Bed scene again. Ano ba! Then baam! Biglang nagbrownout. Buti nalang! Black agad yung screen. Uminit, mayn! Awkward ulit. Ang tahimik lang eh. Tas si Flop, napansin ko sa corner ng mata ko na nakatitig siya. Then i just smiled. Biglang kinuha ni Oliver yung handkerchief ko. Yeah, that was a sign. Inamoy niya ng inamoy yung panyo. Ang weird! Hahaha. But hinayaan ko nalang kahit pawis na pawis na ako. Tinititigan kami ni Flop then napansin niya atang tagaktak na yung pawis ko so kinuha niya yung paypay kay Ian then pinaypayan niya ako. Fudge! What was that?! Lol. Bumalik na yung kuryente. And tumuloy yung bed scene. Hahahaha. Tabon mukha ulit. After a while, umupo si Oliver sa may floor sa harap ng inuupuan nila ni Sarah then hinihimas himas niya yung pantalon ko (bagtak part) Lol. Sinisipa ko, pero ayaw tumigil. Pinabayaan ko nalang. Biglang hinawakan ni Flop right hand ko then hinalikan niya. WTF! Siga akong mata. Hahahaha. Dinukol ko siya agad. Tas sinabunutan. Then every time na tumingin siya, tinatabunan ko mukha ko para di maging awkward. Hahaha! I'm just a awkward situation hater. After a few days, nagtext si Oliver then confirmed! Selos si bata. Hahaha. Omg. But nagulat lang ako kasi akala ko like niya si Sarah. Sweet din siya dun nun eh! Hinawakan niya pa nga raw kamay ni Sarah. Pero ewan! Lol. That day was awesome! \m/

Then yun! Mahaba-haba na ata to eh. Di ko na pahahabain pa lalo. Pagod na ako. Lol. Kbye!

Guess whaaat ;)

Okaay. I may sound like a freak but yeah. I just can't believe this. Hahahaha. That picture right there will be the proof.

That guy that i was chatting with was one of my biggest crush when i was in 6th grade. Like... Every time he passes by our classroom, i can't help having butterflies. Plus those teases my classmates make. Which is really humiliating. Hahaha. I get really annoyed when people tease me with my crush. 'Cause for me it's more like... Flirty. Y'know. Lol. He's not even noticing me that time. But anyway, i was in KCC mall kanina with Sarah to meet with Ian and Kenny, since it's already the last day of our examination. So while waiting for them, we were roaming around the mall and had little chitchat until i saw that^ guy near World of Fun. My hands then froze. I was smiling like shizz. Hahaha! I don't even know what's wrong with me. Well, he's not that dreamy but he's charming. Alright.. Then i noticed him staring every time we pass through him. Fuuudge! One more thing, he's wearing a VIOLET t-shirt which actually caught my sight. Hahaha! And yeah... That's about it! :)

The first doodle i've colored in Sai. :"> It took like more than an hour to finish, but it's worth it. I had fun coloring. Hahahaha! 

The uncolored version of that credits to littlemisspaintbrush. :) Okaaaaay. I just wanna share my latest achievement. Lol 

Got tired

From now on, i'll be concentrating on my studies. I won't think anything about love. Maybe a little crush, but nothing more. I know there's time for love, but not this time. I know i'm too young. So i'll do what a young teenager suppose to do. I'll study hard, do my best for me to have the best education. I don't know what came through my mind that i thought about this, but i think i got too tired of my past love life. It was pretty tough, though. I did lots of sacrifices for that damn guy, but look what he did! He ruined everything. My trust, my determination. But thanks to him! I've been strong and yeah. I'll look forward to a guy that is MUCH MUCH opposite of him. God is still writing the best love story for me ;)

Curse Math and AP

I came along with my dad to get the report card at school. I was nervous, really nervous. Crossing my fingers and wished that there wouldn't be a negative opinion about me. Fortunately, there was none. But the bad thing is, when i took a peep at the board where the honors' list were, guess what? My name wasn't there. I was disappointed. First time in my life that i wasn't included in the honors. When papa went out of the classroom, i thought he's gonna be mad or something. I thought i was going to be scolded. But no. Expect the unexpected. I wasn't! Phew. He said that all i have to do is just perform well on that two subjects next grading. And i will. Lesson learned; No tumblr during schedule of exams. :))

Three days of awesomeness.

August 31, 2011

It was the first day of Intrams. I was so thrilled 'cause it is also the day where we perform the Production that we've been practicing for the last few weeks. We had parade, blah blah. It was so hot! But then, the sacrifice is still worth it 'cause we got the first prize for the parade. Woohoo! Lol. Anyways, upon arriving to the campus, we prepared for our dance. Yeah, we got first prize and the Red division became the champion. Chever! Haha. Nothing interesting though. I just walked, and had chitchat with my friends throughout the day.

September 1, 2011

This day was the most boring day of Intrams ever. We just watched those sports competitions and the Search for Ms. and Mr. Intrams 2011. After that, baam! Boredom strikes again. Lol. Blaaaah!

September 2, 2011

We watched the Socio-Cultural and some sports competition. This day, we only had half day. Laaaame! But i regret nothing. Lol. After watching those competitions, Awesomeness and i strolled at the mall. We were starving like shizz. Like seriously! We spent our time looking for cheap restaurants and we finally found the cheapest.. Chowking! Haha. We chitchatted about random things, girl talk. Then we walked and walked and walked. We got tired, so both of us got busy looking for a place to have a sit. Passed through Dunkin', and we had this idea; Bought doughnut just for us to have a right to sit right in there. Brilliant, i know. The thing is, those freakin' doughnuts were unexpectedly expensive. Good thing, we still found money in our wallets. Thank you, Lord! Hahaha. Anyhoo, after paying for those huge donuts, we sat down and talked. Girl talk. This time, we had MORE fun. Yes, i mean MORE. Hahahaha. We had this "imagine if" talks. We didn't really care if we looked like totally dumbs out there. We're just awesome like that! Lol. After one hour of fun chitchatting, we went straight to the third floor. We were so curious about the crowd in front of the convention center. They said Coco Martin will be there! So we attempted to wait for him to arrive. Unfortunately, we ran out of patience so we went home. Hahaha! This day totally rocks.

Awesome, i owe you that day. Thank you as well! Hahaha. I know the day will come, we'll do the same thing we did that day. Can't wait!!! I love you more :))

Fallen again

It was feast day. Of course, no classes. It was fun! One of the days to remember. Yep, it was priceless. It was more than i expected. 


You must be wondering what's the connection of the title of this post to the post itself, so here it goes..


Every section must have at least one any kind of presentation to represent each section. Well, our presentation wasn't that bad. What about SuperM's presentation? Outstanding. They have his band and he's the lead guitarist. When the time came that it's their turn to present, most of my classmates were looking at me. I was like 'WHAT?'. I bet most of them already know about the 'thing' between us. So i just ignored them and i kept on playing songs on my guitar myself to keep myself distracted. But one of my classmates pulled my guitar and said "Ano ba. Nagbubusy-busyhan ka dyan. Manood ka nga. Alam kong dinidistract mo lang yung sarili mo." I just smiled. I didn't react since it's true. So i watched. There goes my nerves. UGH. Every time he plays that damn electric guitar, seems like he's strumming my nerves too. HAHAHA. Weird, i know. Then my classmates are teasing me like "Uyy, in love na yan uli oh!" Then i was like SHUT UP YOU GUYS. Hahaha. But i didn't tell it literally. I'm not that rude, k? Lol. So yeah, after they played two songs, the audience (LC-8 students) are wanting more. So they played more songs. I have no idea why i keep on having those butterflies on my stomach every time i watch him strumming that electric guitar. Damn! 

Am i falling for him again?!